Got Something You Want To Let Out?

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  1. Theazninvasion68

    Theazninvasion68 It's like blood to a vampire, our tragic desire. LPA Super VIP

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    ...:hug:
     
  2. aki*lp

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    I'm really sorry for your loss hunny. Rest In Peace.












    :hug: :kiss:.
     
  3. Friskey™

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    Once again, paranoia, insomnia, insanity...they're creeping up on me again. I hear a small noise and I flip out thinking something's out to get me. Thing is, my emotions are all gone. Those got blown up long time ago and I haven't rebounded from getting them all back the way they were beforehand. So it's an easier target for me as this is going down and happening.

    I have no idea though how i'm being scared like this though >_<
     
  4. Janie Jones

    Janie Jones Meghna is a Headcase

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    Friskey, BxD- ...:hug:, guys. Hope you both bounce back....
     
  5. Linja

    Linja Good. Be magnanimous. Über Member

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    :hug: I really hope you'll regain all the things inside of you that you've lost, Kevindear.

    :hug: to BxT. There's really nothing I can say to that, other than give you my condolences and good wishes; it's lovely that your grandfather was so fulfilled, and I wish you and your family all the best.
     
  6. aki*lp

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    Kevin are you're parents back?



    I just hope this situation gets better darling.
     
  7. Friskey™

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    They've been back, dear.
     
  8. aki*lp

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    I really don't want to fail.
     
  9. Messy Marj

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    Aisha....explain?


    I've been having these horrible dreams lately, and because they are so horrible they keep sticking in my mind.
    Every night I'm watching at rapes, homicides, people cutting each other, slapping, kicking, spitting o.o
    First my mom came in a few times the first nights I had them because I was screaming so hard in my sleep, but now she's already used to it. But it's really exhausting me out, cause I'm screaming myself awake, soaking in sweat.
     
  10. Tomi

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    Why doesn't he just call me a lazy failure already? It's fucking true. Yeah, he's right it's not his fault at all, and I'll accept it's completely my fault, but couldn't you at least fucking help me instead of yelling at me for being a lazy fuck!? Help me not be a lazy idiot who doesn't do any work but sits at the computer all day, not help me dig my hole even deeper in the ground.

    I'll come out and say it: I have a major procrastination and work problem. Who wants to help me out of it?

    No one.

    I'll put off doing things (like selling those goddamn chocolates I stupidly took to sell) until the last second, and I'm scared of getting a proper job.

    I went from an 80 in math at mid-term to 56 for a final term mark. All because of one test. The reason I failed that test? I didn't do any homework at all, which caused me to not know how to do the test fully. I'm not blaming anyone but myself for that, as only I am to blame. I want to change my habits, but I just. fucking. can't.

    Why am I doing this to myself? Why can't I do anything fucking right!?
     
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  11. Evan™

    Evan™ HI! I'm Randy, I'm a Bandicoot Über Member

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    i hate wanting something i cant have, that bloody sensation is just...sooo...annoying...
     
  12. Friskey™

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    Is it wrong to say that your Xmas wish is to spend the holidays at home instead of going somewhere you don't wanna be?
     
  13. Tomi

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    If you want, I can always sneak you to my house in Mexico for the holidays. I was going to go with Bryan, but it turns out he doesn't have enough money, so I'm still looking for someone to get drunk with party with hang around with in Mexico. *whistles*
     
  14. aki*lp

    aki*lp LPA Super Member LPA Super Member

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    SWEET.

    I live all the way here. But if you want someone to "hangout with" buy me the tickets...AND the dishwasher!
     
  15. Linja

    Linja Good. Be magnanimous. Über Member

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    I'm an asshole. And that's my revelation of the month.
     
  16. Tomi

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    Considering I have only about $20, I highly doubt I can buy your ticket. Although, you're more than welcome to come if you buy your own ticket. :p

    Mali - *hugs* You're not an asshole.
     
  17. aki*lp

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    Hunny you're one of the sweetest people that I know (internet and people-that-I-know-from-my-life wise ). And I don't think that you are an asshole, even if whatever you do is "not good in your eyes". I don't even know what happened, but if you want you can share it.

    :kiss:


    @Tomi-haha, so if somehow manage to get the tickets what will we do?
     
  18. Tomi

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    One word can pretty much sum that up: Arriba!
     
  19. Kate

    Kate beat me senseless LPA Super Member

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    If you're an asshole, I'm such a low form of life that I don't even deserve the title. :hug:
     
  20. aki*lp

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    Areeba is a name of this girl I know :lol:
    So why do you have a house all the way there?
     
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