Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

aww. High schools almost over and before you know it, you'll be saying good bye to it! Make the best of your time, I suppose!

 

Im so hungry!
i havent eaten since 2 in the afternoon yesterday

 

^
For you then!




Finally! No more research papers for this semester! Yeaaaaaaaaaaah!
Now I only have to study for the exams...

 

In Ireland I held her in my arms as she was crying, comforted her and made her feel better and realised that despite everything she's still the person I want to be with.

 

Same person as the last time you were in Ireland?

 

The very same.

I know I need to get over her but there's a part of me that just doesn't want to. Ever since we had that massive argument in the summer we've gotten pretty close, she even considers me one of her closest friends now and I'd say likewise with her. I dunno...I guess you're not close with someone until you can forgive each other.

 

I've got so much i want to let out but i never do and i don't know why.

 

I wanna get a tattoo. I get bored of things easily, and then I like a little spontaneous change.

Josh is finally getting his finished and I'm gunna go with him and I really wish I could do something, too.

 

I feel really sick.

 

Is it likeley that you'll be able to see her in person again soon?

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I hate having stupid dreams about stupid people that I shouldn't even care about anymore.

 

Feel better soon <3

 

I had the weirdest dream about L the other day. It made me realise how much I miss her. I miss how we used to be so close, and there aren't really many things I would like more than to be like that again. Oh, well.

I've been in China, for treatment. Leaving tomorrow.

 

I vote for lowering the post count to play games cuz I'm bored, lol.

 

Probably not for atleast a few months...she said she's coming over to England soon though so I dunno.

And yeah I know the feeling.

 

you dont know how right you are, i am going through a real similar situation as you are though she may not be a whole isle away...

 

I'm not sure I'm happy with my girlfriend spending so much time with someone that told her he was in love with her. Thing is, I have a feeling she'll get pissed off with me because they were close friends before we started going out.

Time to talk about it perhaps? But how do you compromise with that? He said he doesn't want to see her when I'm there because he'll get upset. Or he wants to spend alone time with her? I wouldn't really be arsed if other people were there as well but the only time I hear about them going out together is when they're alone.

 

I would try and bring it up as casually as possible because you don't want It to keep getting to you. The best thing for a relationship is clear communication. Personally next time she mentions it I would tell her it kind of makes you uncomfortable. Try not to make it sound like you are telling her to stop doing it because then she might get defensive lol. I've been in a similar situation.

 

I'm so sick of being in abdominal pain. I even went to the doctor's today and he doesn't know what it could be.

 

I am so alone.
And I am so tired of it.