Blind Death

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    Derek

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    [Rapped Verse 1]
    I feel so blind can I ever see?/
    I feel so much darkness inside of me I/
    Push the razor against my skin/
    And feel the rush of blood and pain within/
    I feel the darkness begin to win/
    Blind death has killed me all over again/
    Everytime i try to sacrifice/the life in which I cannot define(I cannot define)/
    I feel the razor push against my skin/Blind death has killed me all over again

    [Sung Chorus] x2
    I dont know why I didnt stop this hell before/
    Now I find its just too hard to ignore/
    The feelings inside of me causing eternal war/
    The blind death is pushing down my doors..

    [Rapped Verse 2]
    Memories of betrayal from you are rocking my brain/
    Making these urges inside of me so hard to contain/
    Sometimes I feel my best bet is to make friends with this blade/
    And end inside of me this little ugly charade/
    But everytime I seem to come to a conclusion/
    You betray me again and cause me confusion/
    Why cant I ever make my descision/and slice the blade,
    Back into another black death that I invision?

    [Sung Chorus] x2
    I dont know why I didnt stop this hell before/
    Now I find its just too hard to ignore/
    The feelings inside of me causing eternal war/
    The blind death is pushing down my doors..

    [Rapped Verse 3]
    I'm so sick of watching this drama unfold around me/
    To me my future is already clear and foretold/
    Enveloped in the darkness and a world of the cold/
    I find my only escape is to try to act bold/
    But then I find the razor's and its blade becomes my grace/
    Sometimes I wonder why I never exited this place/
    Guilty by association, but feeling misplaced/
    Call it another reason just to rip off my face

    [Sung Chorus] x2
    I dont know why I didnt stop this hell before/
    Now I find its just too hard to ignore/
    The feelings inside of me causing eternal war/
    The blind death is pushing down my doors..

    [Sung Bridge]
    Sometimes I wonder why I have to breathe
    Sometimes I wonder why I have to stay
    Why cant I just do this and take me away
    If only I could find another way

    Why cant I just give up and leave me here?
    Why must I cry inside and shed these tears
    Why must I stay here alone waiting to die
    Or find another reason for me to try..

    I just need you to leave me ALONE
    And leave me here to claim my own space!
    For all I feel like I am to you sometimes
    Is just a nuisance and a damn disgrace!

    [Sung Chorus] x4
    I dont know why I didnt stop this hell before/
    Now I find its just too hard to ignore/
    The feelings inside of me causing eternal war/
    The blind death is pushing down my doors..

    [Whispered Rapped Outro]
    Leaving my life back the way it was,
    Bleeding is no longer the only way out!
    Never knew what my world was really about till now,
    Just that my death was the only way out...way out...

    way out.... (x6 to a fading echo)

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    Information: When I wrote this all I imagined was a very heavy orchestra(heavier then Breaking The Habit's) with a very hard bass line and nothing else. With that in mind I almost think of this as the sinister twin of Breaking The Habit, with rap. BTH Part 2.
     
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    Omar

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    *hums*
    i dont know what to say/
    your suicidal depression is scaring me
    *stops humming*
     
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    Hybrid Soldier

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    ya me too........i tell you the world is in rage. :chemist:
    everyone for themselves. :ninja:

    oh derek this was really good. :)
     
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    Bryan

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    Those are really good.

    These are my favorite lyrics from it:

    Guilty by association, but feeling misplaced/
    Call it another reason just to rip off my face
     
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    Derek

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    Yes I was looking for a fast break into the chorus(I actually was still writing these lyrics as I was posting them) and I glanced up at our logo and it just came to me. I like those the most too.
     
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    nice song.
     
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    The lyrics are deep , strong emotion into it , kinda creepy as Omar said
     
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    Amy

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    That is good.... very very good :mellow:
     
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    thats a good song :D
     
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    OggeM

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    yeah
     
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    yeah [/b][/quote]
    yeah, but that is cool!!!!
     
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    Pinkin Lark

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    :lol:

    but awesome job
     
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    Oblivion

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    Ok, Derek, do you see BTH as a sucide note. And judging by this are you seeking suicide?
     
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    Phantom Duck

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    Sometimes Derek really gives me the creeps (damn...urgh... hhh... i...gott...goo...oootaa shut MSN down...) :chemist:
     
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    whoa, that's some good lyrics
     
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    Derek

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    Hmm if this was really part 2 of BTH. Maybe it could be like

    BTH is the goodbye letter, and Blind Death is the emotions while it's happening but then(as illustrated by the last verse) he gets optimistic and pulls out of it before it's too late.
     

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