Got Something You Want To Let Out?

I have to agree. If you leave things vague, people will read what they want to, which is not always what you intended.

 

Yeah, but the rest of the post he was telling him not kill himself. Use your head.

 

Well, people sure are letting some things out.

 

I didn't read it either way, I was just saying vagueness is bad.

 

I wasn't trying to imply that I am smarter. Just saying that you were yelling at him for making it seem like he was supporting suicide when the rest of his post was so obviously against it. You like...picked out one small line in the middle of it to make it seem that way...and who else viewed it the way you did? I don't believe anyone did.

 

Guys, put down your handbags and stop arguing

 

I know I shouldn't be worrying, and really shouldn't give a damn, but what if they're not answering because I did something wrong. Did I miss someone's birthday? I get the feeling they're planning something not only against Dasha but against me as well.

 

re

once stole something on a schooltrip in paris.. police where involved..

 

Well I haven't been on LPA for awhile. Mainly because I started doing stuff that will further my life and not have me sitting in front of a computer all day. Anyways, I come back and my posts have decreased by 400. I mean, I used to have like 1200 but now I have 800. I guess I just negative posted while I was gone. So damn stupid. And the forums used to be better, I don't see why they changed it, just my opinion though.

 

I lost two friends in the space of about 3 hours.

I don't think I had them in the first place though. =/

 

well...

fuck.

 

Your post count decreased because some of the "spam" topics were deleted in Random Chat, hence why your post count is lower. The forums were changed because of the lame host that the board was on before and it kept getting hacked.

 

Ugh...I really need a girlfriend. I feel like when I get a new one that the ex will finally tide over and be done with. It's been 2 years almost, I need to move on.

 

I'll date you.

 

Now I'm all jealous of Friskey.

 

Alex, if you're reading this please stop. I need to vent about something that I don't want you to see. I can't stop you from reading but I'd really be greatful if you didn't.

Anyway, here's what's going on:

Alex got access to my posts on here and read the one's about him. He knows I like him. Or rather... liked. Well, I still do but I feel really wrong about it and have to suppress it. Why? Keep reading.

He confronted me about it today over AIM. Started asking me questions. I got nervous. He finally came around and told me that it might have been cool if he'd found out before yesterday. Seeing as, yesterday he got back together with his ex, Claire. Who also happens to be a friend of mine.

I'm not going to say I'm fine, because I'm really not. I've tried crying and letting it all out but nothing's coming. I wouldn't call it 'heartbreak', it's more like I don't know... dissapointment maybe? It's my fault anyway. It was stupid of me to think I actually had something for once.

So, it's time for me to break out the old routine for getting by. A fake smile and an aching feeling deep down in there somewhere. This is a great way to start off the year.

I should have known better than to have started thinking there was something there. But at least he didn't laugh in my face. He had some respect for me. Told me he was 'sorry'. I told him there was nothing to be sorry for. And that's the truth. I just kinda wish there could have been something.


Just this once.

 

Meh. Derek, you read too far into it.

(1) I have no idea how long he and Claire had been thinking about getting back together.
(2) You know how I am with guys. Looking back on it, I did shy away from him on many occasions.
(3) Why should he have had to ASK me how I felt?
(4) We were just hanging out. There was no implied... 'connotation' if you will, to our meeting at the movies or at my house.

Alright. I think I'm done.