i think the same - my brother had a disease called MPS and at the end he was just breathing. he wasnt living or doing anything the disease had caught up with him and he couldnt go on. so yeh i kinda share the same views as you
Yeh I have. I know I keep repeatin myself but it was mainly coz of my backstabbin mates. They must've really hated me to have done and said the shit they did. Im just glad I dont associate myself with those people anymore. Iam now alot more careful with my trust. I never had any professional help with my problem I just woke up one day and thought, 'what are you doing to yourself!!' My advice to any one going through it, dont give up on yourself yet. You never know whats around the corner!!
yeah, i did the same thing one day, woke up and realized that what i was doing to myself was stupid. good thing. but it's always in the back of my mind, well not really, but i'm always afraid that i will end up back where i was one day. it kinda sucks. but i haven't done it yet, except for a couple of days a couple of weeks ago. thank god i'm over it, but it also shows me how weak i am.
Well...being suicidal?...sure...still am sometimes...but what keeps me alive is...who would I be hurting more than I was suffering if I just leave?...I mean...seriously...there just might be someone who might be aching to tell you something that could help you out...and you wouldn't know 'cause you're dead...that scares me more than living a life of pain...and I think I'd be too scared to actually kill myself...in other words I'm agreeing with sparaxis...(my grandma has cancer and it can't be healed...so...I feel for you sparaxis...)
yeap...but never tried to end my life because of 2 reasons: 1)I'm too afraid to do that. 2)I understood that my life isn't so bad as it seemed to be.I started to love it and to take the pleasure.