Got Something You Want To Let Out?

I've changed a lot over the past couple of months. I've moved on in terms of my whole problem with my ex, and even gotten a lovely new girlfriend whom I know wouldn't hurt me. I've become less whiny about things and I'm also raising my grades (For the most part). Finally...dammit, I forgot. Oh well. It's just good to be back.

 

Aw baby I'm sorry to hear that.

 

I love her so much, to bad she doesen't feel the same ... the last time I saw her was last weak and we kind'ev ''talked'' ...I really wanna see her and I want so much more then her friendship .... BUT THAT'S NOT POSIBLE I can't even see her I can't talk to her why me ? it hurts so bad what if she's with someone ? what if I will never get to talk to her ?

 

I'm sorry to hear it dude but the best advice I can give you is try to take your mind off your uncle's cancer and don't stress over no dame. Hope things go well for you and your uncle man.

 

You & I are tight, we're like homies. We've been through alot of shit on this site. You're my boy, and I hope you know that. If you need to talk about it to someone, I'm there for ya brother.

 

My mom was diagnosed with Bi-polar Disorder last night.

She was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis a few years ago.

God fucking damn it. I hate this shit.

 

God damn her. God fucking damn her.

I seriously need new friends...all so I can kick her in teeth when I do.

 

I know I freaked out in Random Thoughts and over AIM last night, but I just wanna say again how proud I am of you. I am just so happy that you landed that job. We've been through a lot, in terms of finding jobs, and I'm glad that process is finally over. I know for me, it's a huge weight lifted off of my shoulders. I hope it's the same for you.

...It's funny that I'm typing this at work, but I'm on my lunch break, so...yeah, lol.

Once again, congrats!

 

This may sound selfish, but I need to get it off my chest. My little brother gets so mad whenever someone tells him something he doesn't like, or bugs him. This may sound normal, but throwing shit, running around screaming, hitting my sister, etc., seems anger management worthy to me. Now, if we big him, which is something that siblings do, my parents are on his side when he gets annoyed. But if he does it to me or my sister, nothing happens to him. I just want to know why, because it seems like bullshit to me.

 

I don't like keeping secrets. I don't like exaggerating or lying. I can't help thinking that I'm not a very nice person, and I can't really say that if I were someone else, I would like me.

 

I always see honesty as an amazing trait. I admire it even when it hurts. Mind you, that doesn't mean you should walk into a church and scream that you worship Satan, just because it's your honest opinion. But, if someone outright asks you, I think you should always reply truthfully if that person means anything to you (and by doing so you're not betraying the trust of another).

 

*hugs Matt, Branden, Will, Kevin, Derek and Mali*

I hope everything turns out okay for you guys/keeps going the way it is. (depending on your situation you can decide which fits) =]

 

hahaha.

 

ughhh. i'm messed up.

{yeah, yeah. double post i know. stfu.}​

 

So my boyfriend wants to "take a break" for a couple weeks "while we get our issues sorted." Well, later this week I'm going to visit some old friends, one of whom I always seem to end up messing around with, no matter what the situation.

I'm not in love with either of them or anything, but I'm not upset about Matt wanting to take a three-week break. Rather, it bothers me that I'm not bothered. Nate's always been a close friend, and we've flirted like crazy since the beginning. Am I wasting my time? Am I single for these three weeks? Is it okay for me to kiss another guy?

*smashes head against wall* Relationships suck, I support Free Love.

 

I'm sorry, but honestly I don't think you should get with another guy. If you can't wait the three weeks or whatever maybe you shouldn't be in a steady relationship. I'm not trying to insult you, but you're just going to end up hurting someone with that attitude.

 

Maybe i should leave her alone...but then again is that the right thing to do? I can't tell if she wants me to be around or not and it has been like this for such a damn long time....stupid thing to do back then...fuck those things...

 

I'm not usually superstitious but I had a brilliant day today, thank you Amanda.

*garfield hug*