Running away (from each other): I feel you're breaking on the inside won't you lay off your facade of lies? Don't you know what this takes out of me? How long will it take you to see? I've lied to get away from myself I've cried to cover up all of my guilt I'm running away I'm running away But you still stay I know you now better than before Still I won't unlock the door Do we have what it takes to keep up? How far to go until we give up? I've lied to get away from myself I've cried to cover up all of my guilt I'm still running away still running away But you still stay So you've showed me how dumb I was Dumb enough to believe I had your trust You really made me fall for your show So it's really me who's watching the other one go I'm half way behind And you're just out of sight How could I have thought I was on top Serves me well 'cause I'm left to drop And I still lie Lie to get away from myself And I still cry Cry to cover up all of my guilt And now you're running away Running away[2x] Won't you please... thoughts plz...
i like it .Really it's really good. Want me to try and write a reply to yours.I could try but if only u want!It could be fun if i wrote a reply and you wrote back and so on and so on.someone else might even join!What do u say?
well not adding .... but something like that...i mean like you say this to someone and someone else replys with a poem of his own refering to the theme.(Just to ask, is this a poem?Cause i feel this is a song.Am i right?)
ok ,thanks for liking my idea.so i'll try to write one now but i don't promise anything big *** I'm not running away from you, i'm running away cause i feel i should to. I'm scared... from the feelings you brought up inside me, scared from accepting them. I'm too far now from you, too far from you to see it in my eyes. There's no other way to show you then to ruturn back. If i turned back and run towards you, if i returned... will you accept me the way i am, like a scared little girl from a lightning storm. will you agree to cherish me back in your arms and pretend i never made that mistake? But i see it now it's too late to late for you to understand this. even if i'd made my way back to you You've closed your eyes for me and won't accept the reborn feeling! ***
Feeling what you've just rediscovered I keep telling myself ''you never loved her'' just to get over what you've put me through but when I look into the mirror I still see you I'm so confused... with what is going on around me today If I should believe you or just stay away Somehow I'm so connected to your feelings but how do I know you won't nail me to the ceiling I'm finally broken... I can't keep myself from thinking about what might happen if we tried it out If we gave each other another chance It all looks so right with a second glance So I'll close my eyes once more And hope you will guide me towards whatever awaits us on our path I've saved these words to the last: 'I love you' (hope it's okay...well looking forward to a reply )
hmm... *** your feelings seem so similar to mine and that makes me shine the thought that you want me back makes me happy as hell and you know that so tell me that you feel the same and my reflection in the mirror won't go away cause i'll be once more by your side again all the way i'll guide you through from everything you want me to as you once did never judging or doubting no matter what it is *** (it was really though for me to write it cause this is the first time i have written in rime. But hope you like it even if it's a bit short.)
I feel so glad to have you back finally life is cutting me some slack But now I'm insecure so unsure 'cause even your intentions back then weren't pure I'm so paranoid... What if your just using me again? just letting me believe I had your hand? Now I'll distance myself from you Just so you don't get to make a move I'm so dirty... Covering myself with all your sins I've decided to dive right in right into all that made us fall apart everything that's running this corrupted heart We're daring to break once more daring to torture each other like before (still hoping you like it )
I love it!!! *** It's seems that you don't want me anymore seems that you want everything to be like before so if that's what you want i'll let go I have no heart no soul left because of you no strenght to even let you go so i'll leave you the way you are never sheding the final words of this relationship How could you leave this way again with the thought of you stuck in my brain don't you have any mercy to the person who was by your side always and now...all you wanna do is curse me But i'm not to blaim for your feelings of insecurity and shame of that, that you protected a person that needed you then But remember this every morning that i wake up from a dream of you that haunted me that night i'll pull out my heart and drain the blood inside with it all the memory that i was by your side even with no blood left inside i'll try to forget you with all my might because of what you left inside is the memory in vain that something could become of me again! ***
WHOA!!!....loving it!!! *** I'm not willingly leaving you behind Misunderstandings are what made me so blind Still it's to late to take back what I've said to late to love you since your heart is dead I'm in regret... that this hurts for the both of us But it's my fault it came to this so I shouldn't fuss Eventhough I'm the reason we fell I'll throw a fit if it kept us from emotional hell If it brought you back I'd even give up my voice but I've driven the pain to deep so it's not my choice I'm living in pain... knowing you're no longer to be called my own and with this I hope I have shown that love can be as painful as it is easing 'cause no broken heart ever stops bleeding (okay...this is getting really deep....I'm loving this game )
i'm so glad that you like it *** I wake up every day with a new shine in my eyes hope i don't break away from the cacoon i've made around myself It keeps me safe untill i heal from the bruises where you've caressed my face but my skin still peels My skin it yearns... it screams! it burns! for your touch again Infront of the mirror i stand tall hoping to see you but i see only myself revived with a confused expression on my face that i've forgotten what is love i see you on the stage screaming and shouting the pain i've left you with i wanna cry but i don't know how i wanna scream with you but but i've forgotten how. you don't see me cause your eyes are closed when you open them a tear rolls and a bloodsucking bitch rushes by your side seems you've forgotten me now hope that we were friends so you can show me how how to forget the pain you've left me with so these bruises don't sting again ***
Screaming and screaming until my vocal cords bleed Still I won't stop screaming from under your feet I can no longer speak because my voice has been strained And I can never forget because my thoughts have been stained Your grip has tightened so much that I cannot breathe still I have enough air left to bleed and scream While the stage beneath me slowly vanishes My voice fails and I'm squirming underneath these thrashes of your sadness that will not let me be That will not let go of what's left to see In the darkness of broken hearts and forgotten hopes Dying inside of thoughts I've been forced to choke away from all of what's real to us killed off all my trust ....towards you
it's getting fun!!! *** wish i wasn't there to see all of that wish i wasn't there to feel that you thought of that the look on your face when you saw i was there was distraught and pale scared that you would say something i left the room the words that echoed in my head were of your new girlfriend's-"who is that?" and you replying "Just a memory!" gasping for air just walked outside the sun hit my fair hair in the glitter of the light i realized i was not dead life has just began for me and the thought of you began to erase ***
The words I've spoken hurt me more than yours And all hope I've broken has now sealed all doors Wishing I'd realize I'm no longer alone But also my heart has turned to stone It's come to far... Scream, pain and hate No reason for this debate with myself again driven right off the edge Your words / a memory piercing flesh and bone All my visions and plans have been blown away from everything I've created up to here losing you, only that has been my fear But it's to late... Scream, pain and hate No reason for this debate with myself again driven right off the edge
*** now you remembrer what you missed while then you couldn't look at me with trust hope she deserves you better hope you find peace at least 'cause you know that we were both in this that ruined our lives forever you wake up every night all sweaty and distraught about the dream you had how i always seemed to find my pleasure down your throat where i would sink my teeth into your neck and feed of the pian you scream and shout that will haunt you every night 'cause you know that she can never replace the nights we had *** thanks NurcX!
thankies that you think it's good *** Damn it's to much I'll leave it all behind While leaving you all in your bitter-sweet bind Somehow I know I won't miss you anymore But miss the feeling living as a whore Miss getting over you by starting over a new Miss beating your feelings, 'til they're black and blue Miss putting myself through all this misery But looking forward to all that will pleasure me No you, no game and no pain to overcome, No heart, no soul and no me to overrun, No heat, no cold and no tease left to stun me anymore *** Sry that it's so short...
*** seems to me that you're saying all of that to make me pissed seems you still care and you have a lot of thing left unsaid that you can't bеаr never mind me i'm better off alone it's you i'm worring for i've steped hard on my feet and you see...nothing can break from beneath i've forgotten but you still shiver, still remeber and by the mention of my name you remember evrything again and again... *** uff ... it's getting harder and harder!I'm starting to get writer's blocks
(my answer's sorrta the new song I've posted....just so we get into a new kind of 'song argument theme' lol)