These are the lyrics to my new song on my myspace. The recorded song is basically a rough demo once i find somebody to sing the chorus for me i'll record the final version anyway be sure to check the song out if u read this. Verse 1: been a couple months since you been gone just lettin you know our pact is still strong i been stayin outta' trouble don't get me wrong i'm stronger now i'm not just stringing along now of course not everythins been all that great but perfection ain't somethin in everybodys fate bro thats somethin to which u can relate so, since u can't i promise 2 clean up ur slate sometimes i remember the mistakes u made just to make sure i wasn't the one who paid u was always there to break the wave that would pull ashore and make its way to the cold and compressed part of my head u was bold i was impressed by ur lack of dread even though it's been a while since u left still seems ur around even after ur death i'm just feelin like i'm braver and bolder instead of puttin em in that bag over ur shoulder u left em with me so i'm the new holder i promise i won't just let them blow over since u left i got a new perception of things of the flow of the wind and the coldness it brings its a chill that only temporarily sings no reason to worry as it arbitrarily strings a line with memories that are just so relentless makin it seem the sins of the past are just endless but i learned instead of just becoming senseless you gotta get up an seek out your repentance sometimes i think and it just feels strange how all of a sudden my thinking could change the change i guess was from both you and her so now i can look at myself without seein a blur Chorus: though you are not here i move on with no more fear no more of that crashing sound of me fallin on the ground i tie up the peices as the wind just releases these memories in my brain which lay claim to your name Verse 2: I guess at first u weren't the best role model but now look thanks 4 keepin me away from the bottle you was half the reason that i found the throttle to make it so i was able to just startle the cold part of my strange composure that would always just seem to blow over the darkness would start reelin in my soul yet still i'd hide what i was feelin even though my lies would start peelin from my head but now its just so appealing to be able to speak in this rhythm and rhyme and get myself up outta the grime u told me once to just get up and climb out of this hole with the shadows constantly laughin so i did, i found a way out through this rappin now i'm not alwas worried abt whats next to happen i know that somehow walkin around with me is your essence making me full aware of its guiding presence as i sit here and write out every single sentence i got in my mind, i got the grief but i end this through these lyrics no more feelin cold inside yea i did cry, admittin that won't hurt my pride you was more than a friend u was an older bro i just hope you shared that feelin befor u had to go and even though ur gone i just hope that you know i'll be alright cuz i have her to keep my mentallity just stable in some way no more gravity thats pushin at 10 times its normal capacity its like shes a sheild that makes sure i don't have any more of that pain that was constantly stabbin me this change in me was from u and from her so now i can look at myself without seein a blur