Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Its amazing how I can be fairly intelligent and still feel completely incompetent when it comes to dealing with other people and my relationships with them.

I hate being socially stupid.

 

I'm getting sick of being alone.

 

Seconded.

 

I know the feeling.
For example, this summer when me and my boyfriend were fighting/on the verge of breaking up in the same week as our one year anniversary, I was so depressed but I hung out with a couple of my friends to feel better and it was really one of the best nights of my life. *shrug*

I'm sorry you're feeling this way.


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*passes hugs and/or beers to everyone* <3

 

Best of luck and hopes that it works out! =D make us proud!

 

Well I had the same thing, only it got all screwed up for me on Valentines day at my school. We had this rose thing where you could send someone you love a rose, so I thought I should do that. And I got one back from her. So I asked her out, but then she suddenly came with the whole 'I only like you as a friend' stuff.

I couldn't feel more depressed that moment.

 

My mom pushed me to the edge and I had such a breakdown today. I still have the migraine from it. No matter what I said or did today, I will not apologize for it. I'm done apologizing and taking her crap. Done. DONE.

 

My dad's coming home tomorrow!

 

Good for you.

 

This.

Are we, the same person?

EDIT: Will, glad to see your dad's doing better!

 

Thirded.

 

Yaay!


Ehm, I got something to let out of but I'm guessing it's better to scream into a pillow than to slip it out right here. I'm so irritated and annoyed, some people know what I'm talking about so it's nice that I'm not the only one. It's something that will never change because I'm sure the wolf will never step out of it's sheepclothes, apologise and leave.

 

Well, you can add me to that list of lonely people.

 

I feel so bad for my friend Alex. He's just so depressed and I don't know what to tell him anymore. He's had this huge thing for me for a long time, and we both know it, and like...I can't make him happy. I wish I could because I really care about him, and I hate to see him sad. So on top of basically my rejection, his dog that he's had most of his life is dying, about a year ago his best friend died in a car accident, he's failing math even though he's staying for help and trying so hard, and his parents give him grief about everything. Plus, his health teacher said that there's a connection to ADHD and being more prone to being depressed...and he has ADHD. I mean, I know he has reason to be depressed it just seems very drastic and kinda sudden (but not quite bi-polar like). If he's happy about one thing, he's like, flying, he's happy about everything. If one sad thing gets him down, then he dwells on all the bad things he's done in his life and just hates himself and everything and I don't know what to tell him anymore. It's so sad to see.

I just wish I could make him happy.

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Will: That's fantastic news! I'm glad he's doing good.

Derek: Yayyy, what happened to what's-her-face? But congrats! I hope it works out for you, hon.

Everyone else... I hate when people are sad.

 

I understand, as someone with first and second hand experience of that sort of thing. I'm not sure how exactly you get over it completely. You just have to be there for him and do as much as you can to make him feel happy as often as possible... there is the complication of him liking you in that way though, I guess. You shouldn't feel like you are to blame because of that, though. If that comes up again between you two you should try and emphasise the fact that, as it is, you are good friends and you care about him a lot, and that at the very least he has that.
I do hope he can improve his condition soon, both for your sake and his. You know you can talk to me whenever you want if you need to.

 

So. I gave a nice performance on stage today but my morale is really low.

 

why?

 

Yay! We get to go get my dad in about an hour.