I have a computer addiction and a somewhat too routinised life; I get home from school, drink some Milo, grab a pack of barbeque shapes, go upstairs, turn on the computer, spend the rest of the night on the same chair. And it really sucks because i don't even like it that much and my Saxophone and other instrument playing skill are kind of suffering because of it. I haven't been doing so well in school as i used to either. But i can't stop being on here for some reason haha, shit sucks.
I have a restless mind, always wanting to do something, and not waste my high school life away, always wanting to be out with kids and get jealous when I can't be. I also have a body that gets tired easily and can't keep up with my mind. Sucks.
I'm too emotional for one night stands, too. About sex outside...it's pretty cool but not like...great. My first time with Josh was actually on a four wheeler in the woods, haha! That was pretty friggin cool.
Maybe the 4-Wheelers I have been on are different than the one she was on, haha. But to get off the subject of Sex I confess that I am obsessed with bonfires, I even feel good sitting all alone at one.
I could kiss a guy full on the mouth, complete with tongue, and not be bothered by it at all. Completely sober too. It's not a big deal to me.
Props to you! I like guys with an open mind who aren't afraid to step outside of the norm. Takes guts and you have them! anddd I wouldn't be a girl if I didn't find it hot either, lol.
I like bondage-oriented porn. Like, I have a taste for it. But I like it to look amateur and simple and realistic -- not that crazy dungeon sh*t. It's something I feel stemmed from my childhood and grew, like me, into something more adult over time. I'm by no means addicted to it; most of the time, I just can't be f**ked opening up a browser and whatever for it. I guess I've kind of lost my taste for it as of recent, because I spent half a week reading up on Sylvia Likens and that whole ordeal she went through (which isn't really anything sexual, by the way, and has nothing to do with liking of porn) and, suddenly, seeing naked girls tied up wasn't so appealing anymore. I don't feel able to talk to anyone about that 'cause it's something I basically only found out about a few weeks ago, but I've had real trouble keeping my mind off it and that's really not fun. From time to time, it drives me into a depressive stupor wherein I have trouble enjoying trivial things -- that'll happen at times when I have nothing to stimulate my mind. When I'm just on my own at campus, for example, I know that, being alone, that'll be all I can think about. I guess I gave Sylvia Likens an invitation to haunt me. I plan to sit through "An American Crime" soon, a film adaptation of the whole series of events starring Ellen Page, a slight obsession with whom lead me to this film and the whole ... American Crime behind it.
I'm a workaholic. I just got off from work @ 11:30pm. I'm working tomorrow morning at 6:30 am, going to the university @ 12pm to then go back to work @ 3pm AND I'm not complaining.
I'm addicted to Painkillers and i have been for almost 4 years now. The ones i take are OTC (Over the Counter) and they contain 12.8mg of Codeine and 200mg of Ibuprofen. If i have the money i will take between 100-120 a day but usually i cant afford that many so i take on average 2 packets a day.(A pack contains 24 Caplets) It started innocently as these things usually do. I was taking prescription medication for a back condition i have have and then when the doctor stopped the scripts about 6 months into me taking the medication i was severely addicted to it without knowing. So when i came off it i felt terrible. I cant be bothered listing all the Withdrawal effects. But it just feels like the worst cold you have ever had but 10 times worse with real bad muscle aches and whatnot. Then i found out you could buy them OTC and that has been me ever since. If i could change it i would, like, if i could flick a switch to make me not be addicted i wouldn't even hesitate. I don't know if there is anyone here who deals with a real addiction but if there is you can talk to me.
I don't hate, but it does bother me people who can't stick to a plan. It makes me want to slap them. I really have an OCD on that.