Yes I got confronted with that too the last couple of days. Been on twitter and instagram supporting Talinda and offering her comfort and been...
I really don't want to think about Chester having planned to end his life! For me it's like friends of him said in an interview - he battled...
But that would mean that he planned it or made some kind of conscious decision. And I refuse to believe that he planned it in anyway! It would be...
@Doridorica You sound like you speak from experience. That made me sad instantly. For the record I didn't attack Mike in anyway about going out. I...
@Lynn Yes me too. He obviously didn't wanted to do it. No idea how those couple of drinks could mess with him like that. But it is a fact that he...
http://www.rollingstone.com/music/news/inside-linkin-park-singer-chester-benningtons-last-days-w495942 I can only advice anyone who is plaqued...
Yes that is what I'm thinking to when I watch videos of him. Everytime he is being a dork, fooling around I remember that he won't do that again....
Right now I'm like why bother? Everyone moves on. Everyone made their piece with it. Everyone is now living without him. Everyone seems to be okay...
Seriously please don't feel guilty about that! Everyone is doing that at their own pace. I can endlessly listen to Numb, Crawling, In the End and...
@Masha I relate so hard. I think about him all the time too. The last 4 hours I kept of the internet and took a nap-giving my mind some rest. But...
@BreakingTheHeartbeat Yes even if I keep of the internet my mind is full with Chester and his death. I woke up in the middle of the night sweating...
Well it wasn't just a small fraction. He said on twitter that he has to block the idiots a lot. So many people were coming at them because they...
This is exactly how I feel since it happend. My fucked up mind is doing to me the very same thing. I literally think and picture how it went down,...
Do you mean that intrusive article about the funeral? They didn't understand the word private.
I hear you! I have all those horrible thoughts too. But adding feeling guilty about my thoughts or feelings won't do me any good. As if it isn't...
@YoMarques Thank you for understanding me! I think that's what I'm struggeling the most with. That it happend because of Chris's death. That's so...
So you say he planned to kill himself for some time? How could he plan this without thinking of the repercussions of his actions? Made piece with...
I do think I have been okay yesterday. Spent time outside with family/friends so they served as a good distraction. I hadn't time to think about...
@janni Thank you. This is very insightful. I don't have anyone else to talk about this. This is the first time since that tragic day that I...
Yes I have read about his depression a lot. What I don"t understand why that day? Why so suddenly when everything seemed okay? From one day to...
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