From The End To The Beginning the end. she tiptoed with such ease on the brink of insanity. a misguided step and down she'd go. everyone should have seen it coming. but no one did. the joy of deception, ah! her maneuvers were so precise (lulling people into falsified security was her forte) and now everyone was seeing the true her. the crashing, jarring cacophony in her head was going to be released in her torrent of cries. the Her she led you to believe existed is a fallacy. she's a fraud, a fake, a liar. she felt her time was ripe and the crowd watched as her toes slipped. (what appears to be the end is only the beginning...) aiden "how does one begin on such an enigma?" those very words were spoken by me. the split being you are has turned me into a dichotomy as well. (WELL THANKS FOR THAT) do you pat yourself on the back everyday? ("i ripped someone's soul apart and survived") well not so fast. you underestimate me. my bloodlust is worse than you ever thought. (AND YOU LOOK TEMPTING) i never asked for this, especially from you. are you proud of the monster you created? if you play with fire, you are going to get burned. (they don't call me aiden for nothing) burn you son of a bitch, burn. devitalize. if you bite into my flesh, do you taste a pulse? for i may breathe and bleed and fuck but am i truly alive? or is life a spiritual, soul-enhanced experience? well count me out, i must be the living dead. desensitized and devitalized before my first kiss. every cut that doesn't bleed is courtesy of you the one who killed me without me knowing. are you Renfield, darling? do you feed off of lives? was mine worth stealing? one of these days, i'll steal it back and probably take yours too. dear dear Renfield, isn't it you who constantly says "the blood is the life"? when i see yours pooling on the floor i'll toast your wicked reign's end and wish you a safe trip to hell. revenge ah dear, now how can we forget about you? you never were good at making decisions; the war has just begun, and my dear, prepare to lose. how dare you take all of me and toss me like a ragdoll to the side? well darling, i'm not your toy anymore you can't break me so easily now. you've fractured my being far too many times. NEVER AGAIN. remember this rope? i'm sure you do. i'm going to teach you how to tie a noose and use it properly. let make those bluegreens go blank. (and we all thought smoking would bring you down) genesis do you consider her eve? pure, naive, and willing to learn? if so, you truly are the devil, the serpent hellbent on having her thrown from eden. you are despicable. you've given her the forbidden fruit and she will soon suffer. coil yourself up and die before you find another to corupt. there is a place for you in hell right next to the two other who died for their sins. you've created backstabbers and harlots. (ARE YOU FUCKING PROUD?!) when creation occurs, are you going to be there? closer a touch on my leg from you and shivers come up and down my spine. you awaken a different person within me the creature within. the bloodlust is different with you (and i don't know if that's good or not.) ah my dearest, love does not describe this... this...euphoria? is that the word to describe the sensation i feel when i hear you speak my name? we are too alike to be mere mortals. we are combined at the heart and mind partake in my blood and flesh before i go (i know soon that you will follow) my god, come closer closer closer. dichotomy you try living in a warring body your mind, your heart, your soul all dueling fighting to the death. a quarrel of polar opposites. a halo with thorns i am adorned with. a beautiful smile of jagged teeth. i am the balance of god and evil. BUT I NEVER FUCKING ASKED FOR IT. who in their right mind would? but i am not in my right mind i can feel the insanity slipping in i wan to feel so alive and normal for once. not so alone. the begining. she falls forward and the crowd gasps. as she descends towards the ground... a change occurs. the shell she lived in peels off showing her more beautiful and vicious. she lightly lands on her feet and glides towards one man. "you" she said, and the man gasped. "it's really you," he says, and she grins. 30 seconds later, he is dead on the floor. she licks her lips and sighs. "oh renfield, the blood is the life. but alas! no life for you." the serpent and the smoker start to escape. doomed is their plan, as death finds them as well. "aiden wait!" screams one. she turns. "the name is lilith. don't worry, you'll see me soon... hell hath no fury like a woman scorned."