Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

I know of a situation just like that. one of my friends likes this girl who's also one of his best friends and she just found out he likes her. haven't heard how it's played out yet.

 

Trust me, I know...that's what I did.

 

Its what I've been doing for two years, and its not working for me.

 

I might be getting back together with her!

*Happy dance*

 

Eargh, I pretty much need her right now. *sigh*

 

gosh so much is going on
school is done in 4 days
i graduate in 12 days
i turn 18 in like 10 days
my boyfriend moves in a month from today
he's going to be 18 hours away
I'm scared of what is to come between me and him
I'm worried about the future.
I was supposed to go see Breaking Benjamin, Three Days Grace and Red tonight
But that obviously got ruined last night.
I just don't know what to do anymore.

 

My girlfriend and I just broke up. I'm an emotional wreck right now. It's really bad. We were really serious. She promised me she'd always be with me. She made me trust her and then turned around and shot me in the face. Sex complicates things for me. Now she's talking about having sex with someone else just to piss me off, because she knows I don't want her with anyone other than me. It's terrible. I feel really bad.

 

im surviving pretty well so far, but im just in shock right now. im gonna be a wreck.

 

Rachelbaby, and Zak, and broken.

 

I don't remember writing this. But it's all true.

I'm isolating myself from my friends in order to find some semblance of my own self somewhere. I hurt them, and they may have forgiven me, but I haven't forgiven myself.

I need resolution.

I need to find out who the hell I am.

 

Wow...the army has really turned my friend, whom I considered to be like a brother, into a complete intolerante and racist asshole.

 

Wow, I don't talk to any of you, but I regularly read the forums, and I just read through a bunch of these, and I just want to send a bunch of huge hugs out to everyone who feels they could use one.

 

I could use a beer, got any of those?

 

Lol there are a few in the fridge actually. But off limits for me, haha, you know the whole under age drinking thing

 

Yeah I do, happens usually every weekend.

 

I do what I can, but my parents are like...hovering...haha

 

I just wrote a huge long rant in here, but it sounded way to immature, so I pressed Control+A, then backspace...

I think it'll suffice to say, Why can't I think of anything but her? I can't even get any refuge when I'm asleep, 'cos I just dream about her.
fuck

 

My dad is such a heartless bastard. God. It's like he resents my brother and I because we have real good paying jobs at a much younger age than he did. Way to be supportive!

 

So there's a guy with the same name and, apparently, nickname in her MSNname, who apparently is awesome... does she do this to make me feel bad?