Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

My last day is April 8th. I called off tonight and my next paycheck is going to be shit. Oh well, I'm gonna get the paper tomorrow and call some places, see what's out there. I have a few possibilities just by knowing some people, but I don't know. I'm going to the bar in a little bit so none of this will matter to me in a few hours anyway.

 

The economy the world over is a depressing thought.

I hope you get a job soon .

 

Using your connections would be a very smart plan. Good luck out there.

Who would have ever thought a bowling alley is a seasonal job? Yeah, mine is. We're done at the end of April, apparently. Which sucks, because it means I have to find a new job. *sigh* As much as I don't like my job because of all the repetitive cleaning I have to do, I love it.

 

-sigh.-

Well, what now? Seems like my world is falling apart.

 

Isn't the whole world falling apart?

 

I just got into a really big argument with a friend, basically, over things that I had held back from telling her before. I think it's more or less over with now though.

Thanks for the concern to those who showed it.

 

=( Sorry.

 

I appreciate it. It might not be who you think by the way, haha.

 

I'm fed up feeling left out of everything.

 

Oh...

Hmmm. ok. Well, still, sorry.

 

no more yard work!!

 

Oh God this is awkward. This girl I don't like just messaged me on Facebook to ask why I always delete her again before long when she re-adds me. Take a hint! You're a bitch and sometimes I'm too forgiving!

 

No one see's themselves as a bitch, And no one ever notices how forgiving a person can be (usually)

 

This is true. I'm just debating whether or not to at least reply because a) more recently she doesn't seem so bad and b) I have a few friends who are also friends with her. And if I decide to reply I need to think of something to say.

 

what do you have to lose? If things get to the worst, you'll just be upset at her and you can probably just forget about her if it does it bad.

 

"Oh, that's weird. I've been having a little bit of an issue with my friends list...that's been happening. Just randomly I'm not friends with a few of my friends, and I thought it was THEM deleting ME. Sorry about that."



And sorry about the other thing that happened...and that I couldn't stay to chat the other night.

 

It's okay. That stuff did eventually reach a positive conclusion.

Basically we had this argument about stuff I'd held back from her about another girl (not necessarily bad), and we ended up having a big argument. Then after I'd slept on it I realised that I had either hurt her feelings pretty badly or had came close to doing so, and as she's a really good friend and someone I care about very dearly I felt pretty guilty. Like I said, we've made up now though.

Your concern means a lot even though we weren't able to talk for long the other day.

 

Yeah I hear that...the saying something that you feel bad about the next day and you know it's mean but you say it anyway because it annoys you... lol. I just did it, oh, today! Awesome. But I'm glad that it worked out for you, hon.

 

hope it works out for you too.

 

I hate being broke. And I only got paid today. Damn you bills.