Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

@ Sarah: Yeah and it's annoying me hella bad.

 

In tears.

My cousin Nikki was found dead at the bottom of the stairs today by my Uncle John who came home about 5. There were no marks on her at all and the autopsy hasn't been performed, so we're hoping it was an accident.

It hasn't been a good day for me as there have been arguments between the whole household over little things.

And now this.

She was 27. RIP Nikki.

 

Sarah:

 

RIP Nikki...

 

I'm so sorry, Sarah. That's awful.

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So I've pretty much decided that I really hate drinking. Well, drinking is fun, and being drunk is fun, but the aftermath is NOT fun. I've only been drunk 3 times and I just feel so terrible the next day. I'm prone to getting headaches so of course I get one the next morning, bluh. So yeah, getting drunk is really not worth my time.

 

Thanks all.*hugs to all*

Arlene: You can always have a good time without getting smashed, well I've had to learn that the hard way. It's really not worth the money/time at all.

I've decided that I won't call up my Aunt & Uncle but merely give them space until the funeral. I hate when my boyfriend tells me that everything dies, he takes death another way obviously. I know everyone and everything has its time - but it is still a shock and a tragedy for my whole family.

 

My girlfriend said the same thing, and I'm gonna tell you the same thing I told her. Wait until you're 21, it gets better and you'll be able to handle it a lot easier.

 

Haha yeah, I guess. If I do end up going to another party (Steve often gets invites and he invites me along) I might have 1 or 2 Mike's Hard and then just relax and enjoy the evening rather than get stupid. I mean, I wasn't falling down drunk or anything, just drunk enough that I felt awful all day today, ha.

 

Christina had four Mike's and a half shot of some Jack Daniel's. She wasn't drunk at all, but said she felt horrid the next morning. I had about two shots of that whiskey and maybe 7 beers and was just getting started before I stopped.

 

Ha, nice, Mike. I had a shot of 43 (although it was more than a shot, because it took a few gulps ha) and 5 mike's hard and I wasn't stumbling, just felt really odd, haha.

 

Derek: Haha, nice. The 43 was actually mixed with heavy cream. It was interesting. Shots kinda kill me though. Especially since the 43 shot was my first bit of alcohol for the night, my stomach was like "WTF?!"

EDIT: Oh, and I totally got really sad about Josh last night. I had just gotten annoyed with Steve because he was smoking even though he said he most likely wouldn't, and then my friend Rachel was talking to me about her ex and I started talking about Josh and stuff and I almost made myself cry. I wish he didn't have to suck. But I know it's all for the better, I just find that when I'm already kinda down/vulnerable in any way and I think about him I get really sad. And that sucks.
I hate him for doing what he did to me. I hate that I didn't get rid of him sooner. I hate that I let him screw me over, over and over. And I hate that I still feel sad when I think about him.

 

Liquor before beer, and you're in the clear.
Beer before liquor, and you'll get sicker.

 

Shots are awesome. I highly reccommend everyone try a baby guiness which is tia maria with baily's on top. Jack daniels, after shock, apple sours and jagermiester rule also.

 

Baileys on its own is the best drink in the world of any kind. Alcoholic or otherwise.

 

Aye, 'tis very good. Drinking too much can give you fucked up bowel problems for a few days though.

 

I guess that's why when I drank a whole bottle after a few beers at a poker game a few months ago I ended up urinating on someone's hedge on the way home

 

I swore I'd break off contact with her, because I knew it wouldn't end well, and now I'm talking to her again. I must love disappointment.

 

I got some soul searching to do ....

 

Seconded. That's the most appropriately fitting thing I have read all day.