I have a "date" with my ex-girlfriend Cara tonight. I'm scared to death. I don't know if it's a date per say, we could be going as "just friends" for all I know. But I know she likes me, and I like her. So. I don't know. I've been so nice and sweet to her lately, she says I'm like a changed person since last October when we dated. I don't want to break that mold tonight. I like being that way to her. And it's fucking freezing in here.