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Yer thanks guys...

 

I'm so depresed I miss someone so bad right now....I'm all alone and this is gonna last until wednesday

 

:hugz: You'll find something to do that'll keep your mind off them until Wednesday, whatever happens then.

 

:hugz: You'll find something to do that'll keep your mind off them until Wednesday, whatever happens then. [/b][/quote]
:hugz: thanks

 

Oh god I'm turning emo.

I think it might be going back to when I used to think of suicide.

Back when I was in middle school I had my suicide all planned out.

I had rope, and I had planned to hang it from my ceiling fan and kill myself.

My only problem?

I couldn't reach the ceiling fan.

 

:'(






:hugz:

 

:'(






:hugz: [/b][/quote]
I am now 5'8".

 

I am now 5'8". [/b][/quote]
You better not do such a thing!!!!

 

My grandfather's in a coma.
I've only met him once and that was in my grandmother's funeral...

I miss you so much Mali, you were always there to cheer me up with your pointless random remarks. No offense but Rawan sucks at cheering me up and I suck at cheering her up too...and answer your bloody phone!

 

Not really. It happened to me before, sucks badly.

What you need to do is talk to her mom and straighten things out. Let's just hope now that her mom isn't a douchebag tool.

 

You better not do such a thing!!!! [/b][/quote]
You're lucky I still can't reach my ceiling fan.

 

God damn you Ani...GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD!

 

I wanted to runaway last night.
But I didnt have any money.
Yesterday, I tripped on a step and my ankle canes like shit..

 

I'm sorry bro. I hope you can see your love again, soon. It sucks when people are deprived of contact for the dumbest reasons, an innocent kiss can be so misinterpreted so easily. Either way, bro, it'll get better, you just wait.

 

I really don't think he likes me as much as he says he did.
*sigh* life goes on.

 

:hugz: :hugz: :hugz:

I know the feeling too well.

 

:hugz: :hugz: :hugz:

I know the feeling too well. [/b][/quote]
Aw! Thank you for the hugs!

Here are some back! :hugz:




Stupid opposite sex. <_<

 

to my friends this sounds like alot of bullshit because they all expect me to make up more bullshit to defend myself with so they can hit me with it and when i admit im wrong then its still bullshit to them because they think im lying, but i dont blame them...i am a liar...well not exactly...to put it easily...i have this inability to keep my mouth shut.

It all started out one fine day, when i decided to stupidly ask this girl in my school who she liked, and i told her she could trust me, so she did..but me being me, stupidly todl my friend, why? becuase i thought i could trust him, it turned out he is the biggest big mouth in the world and he went round telling everyone. So this girl who trusted me got really pissed off and hated me. That's strike one...

Sometime during midyear like around June or something, I started talking to her again. We were back to being friends again. And well actually that month went quite well for me, I had a girl i loved, i had friends who i trusted. So everything was running smoothly for me.

Then came the dreaded month of September, it was fucked up for a lot of people. First it started off with me breaking up with my girl and then my uncle died two days after that. Soon the girl i betrayed earlier had become my secret keeper and i was hers. And that is just the start of my great self-destruction.

Now you see, we have this weird Captain's Ball tournament sometime midway September. My team got second place, so I got a bit of booze to celebrate. Then after all that "partying", i was left in the office with the guy that the girl liked. Then i did a really stupid thing and said out of no reason, "you still care for her dont you?". Actaully i wasnt supposed to know that, but i knew that becuase she told me that he told her. But i did it anyway, you know why? i dont know why either and i still dont....so she found out and well, she gave me a second chance. A chance that i was gonna waste a few weeks later...you know why? i dont know why i did it either...so thats strike two.

And now to present day, guess what? i betrayed her again! oh joy...what the fuck is all i can say. I dont know why i did it again, i dont know if its just being me or my need to tell someone i know something. But the night before, she told me something that i wasnt supposed to know again and guess what, i told the guy...why? i dont know why i said it either....but of course to her its bullshit. And so she wrote me this really long letter to me and now...i dont know what to do, because i just flushed one of my best friendships down the drain. Why? because i have the inability to shut my mouth....

And thats strike three, you're out.....

im such a fucktard....

 

no ur not