Got Something You Want To Let Out?

He's still amazing.







































.....Can this be anymore obvious? ha ha.

 

Oh my god.............





































.......fudge!

But seriously, if this is what I think it is....yeah

 

Man, I seriously HATE guys like that. If he ever says that again, just stick out your tongue, give him the middle finger salute and tell him to fuck off. I mean, don't let him make you feel guilty....don't even bother explaining yourself. You know you're right.

@Mali- Best of luck. Sometimes, you do brilliantly in the most unexpected of times.

@Amanda- There isn't much we can do, but we're all with you. Plus, these things always seem scary, but you know, medicine is improving a lot. We are all there for you, I'm sure it will work out fine.

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I hope it's just the heat. My brain has compltetly stopped working.I avoid writer's cove nowdays: I can't read anything, comment, or write. I feel completely useless. . I can't even finish my two stories. I'm plotless.

 

So, at this moment i am on the computer of my boyfriend. And what do i find.
Titties, naked bodies. Fine, i dont have a problem with that. IF he didnt know those girls, but he do know some of them. Its not that i dont trust him, but he knows damn well i hate such things. Its old he said, then whyyy did i find a stupid girl on webcam showing her tits from last Christmas?
I sometimes really dont get him.

And i fucking hate French keyboards. It took me 15 mins to type this shit.

 

Fuck. *hugs you*

 

I have never been so happy in my life. I love her. I love her so much!



My Emalie, I love her! I will shout it from any fucking mountain, I am in love! She's my everything.

 

I love it when I'm with a really smart guy...like ridiculously smart. I almost want to be made to feel stupid.

Is that very healthy?

Or is it just overcompensation for the stupidity of those around me?

There is nothing sexier than brains and confidence. MMmmm

 

AHH, FUCKING HELL ALREADY.

A part of me wants to give the fucking song to Graham(sp?) already, but I want to play the fucking song. I don't get why I'm constantly fucking it up. Damnit, Faubus. You and your damn fables keep screwing me over. The stress this is (oddly) giving me is fucking driving me up the wall! When I'm practicing alone, I nail it, but when I'm with the band, I'm always falling behind the beat [like a horn, but I'm suppose to be ahead of the beat]. Damnit, already. And if I give it to Graham, that's me saying "I fucking suck", and I don't. fucking. suck. I just need to keep fucking pushing.

 

:angry:


IM FUCKING TIRED OF THIS SHIT, I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE, PEOPLE HONESTLY NEED TO GET A FUCKING LIFE,AND MEET REAL PEOPLE, FFS!

god damnit you little fucktards, why do you always HAVE TO be something like...


.... a inconsiderate little bitch! fuckingminion grrr damnit!
ARhhgg




- sorry to let it out all weird.

 

Rob, whatever that was. You have my sympathy.
I don't get her at times. Like I got mainly B's in my report card, but she call my father and tells him I got E's and U's. Whatever. I went slammed the door of my room, locked my self up and went into a sitar playing frenzee, then she told my dad how much she "hated me" and said that it was a mere joke. It really wasn't. I dont like such fucking stupid jokes, especially if they are on my expense.

 

Man, Aisha, whoever she is (I guess I wouldn't know) , that was kind of sick of her. These kind of 'jokes' aren't very funny.

 

Thankyou, that was my mom.

 

I hope you're feeling better now, Aishahon, that was a cruel joke to play.

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I've never been this much in-like before.

 

some guy just wrote me and said that I sucked...I have no fucking clue why.

It was just random and all of a sudden. I was the one that reunited him and his long lost friend too and he was happy and said I was wonderful a fucking month ago.

I don't fucking understand. -_-;

 

I really want a boyfriend or girlfriend.


I got awarded in school most likely to stay single, and to me that's pretty sad. ;P

I don't know why but I can't find anyone. I'm the type of person who can't stand not being without somone, or else I'm not happy and won't be until I have that person.

ksjdfwgjk, this sucks. </3

 

Fucking hell. I don't deserve anything. I'm so fucking careless, I break everything expensive I fucking get.

I can't believe I totalled the screen of my iPod. *sigh*

 

I'm officially with nothing now. My best friend Sydney who I have known since elementary school, is moving to Texas tomorrow morning due to a warrant for her arrest, apparently she's been writing bad checks in due for $2,000 or she goes to jail for 2 years. So she's dodging out of town. Now I have no one to confide into. Except Angie, but do I really wanna trust myself in her again after all we went through?

I feel so alone now.

 

Kevin + Tomi -

I have a date tonightttttt. I'm so excited but I'm really really nervous.

P.S. - The next person to make fun of my boyfriend is going to have my foot so far up his ass he'll be eating my shoe.