When i pretend Everthing is what i wanted to be I look exaclty like what you had always wanted to see When i pretend I forget about the criminal i am stealen second after second just cause i know i can but i cant pretend this is the way it will stay im just (trying to bend the truth) i cant pretend im who you want me to be so im (lying my way from you) Chorus (no, no turnin back now) i wanna be pushed aside so let me go! (no, no turnin back now) let me take back my life i'd rather fight all alone! (no turnin back now) anywhere on my own cause i can see (no, no turnin back now) the very worst part of you is me i remember what they taught to me remember condesending talk who i aughta be remember listenin to all of that and this again so i pretended up a person that was fittin in and now you think this person is me (trying to bend the truth) the more i push the more i pull away cause im (lying my way from you) Chorus (no, no turnin back now) i wanna be pushed aside so let me go! (no turnin back now) let me take back my life i'd rather fight all alone! (no turnin back now) anywhere on my own cause i can see (no, no turnin back now) the very worst part of you is me the very worst part of you is me this isn't what i wanted to be i never thought that what i said would have you runnin from me this isn't what i wanted to be i never thought that what i said would have you runnin from me this isn't what i wanted to be i never thought that what i said would have you runnin from me this isn't what i wanted to be i never thought that what i said would have you runnin from me (no, no turnin back now) i wanna be pushed aside so let me go! (no turnin back now) let me take back my life i'd rather fight all alone! (no turnin back now) anywhere on my own cause i can see (no, no turnin back now) the very worst part of you is me the very worst part of you is me