Death death is staring at me blue are his eyes that i see black is the shirt that he wears new are the scars, and i'm scared i'm seeing death my own demise in a mirror, red blood runs; and his eyes are watering he cries stuttering I cry you and me suffocating pain buried deep in me feel like i'm insane being so lonely you are all the same seeing, judging me seems i am to blaim being who i am, just me why does it hurt so much why does it feel you crush me, you hurt me torture me i hate you you hate me just be you and leave me be me You The constant roar of city everyone having somewhere to go i am here, alone, sitting having nowhere to go all this pain inside it is all your fault but i do now blaim me 'cause i am still in love whispering to myself crying silently maybe i need help no, i know what i need i need you here with me i'm lonely Murderer love is a silent murderer slowly killing me inside love is way to difficult with all these problems on the side dealing with emotions is the hardest thing to do for a teenage boy emotional not knowing what to do and i cry now, making oceans tears falling like rain and i bleed now, wetting the floor slowly turning insane and i need just one more push until i break and i topple over the point of no return and our relationship ends Friend I I am the lonely one in an empty classroom being all by myself but you you are the bringer of pain the herald of misery the dark red servant of death and they are all looking at us you're spilling, i am still we we are still together alone here, you and me you are my only friend my blood (this is the on i got my username from) I Scream freezing cold sweat, running down my face can hear my heart beat, at a quick pace gasping, panting, crying, tired out from screaming into the nights, screaming so loud you're not answering my calls, but i need you here right now, i just want to say, that i love you dear don't know how to cope with all, cutting is the only way i just want to tell you now, that i love you everyday screaming into the night gazing at the stars, sparkling trying to cope with pain inside the black sky, it seems ever darkening and now it's raining... drops on my face.... they mingle with sweat..... as i lay down and wait...... for dawn....... alive life is but a dream until the fingers of death strike you nothing's what it seems when you keep up a facade, just to fool yourself, or the ones you love it only makes it all much worse, yet it's so much, but it's never enough when the bitter chill of regret is just a milestone away a milestone of self-pity, pain and dismay you don't know how you could express what makes you truly feel alive when you hear the whisper of death in the form of pain and regret when you hear the silence of lies what makes you feel truly alive when you feel the soft touch of sorrow and you know you'll bleed again tomorrow when you gaze upon the chaos of scattered emotions sweat, tears and blood fall and turn into oceans when you feel pain, see the vivid blue sky what makes you feel truly alive