Ah my apologies. So I'm in a sticky situation atm. Have been with my partner with almost 2 years and as of late, we've been arguing way too much. So I snapped today and kicked him out. But every time that happens we end up getting back together and I end up feeling miserable in the relationship and the cycle starts all over again. One pet peeves is the fact that he wants a kid so soon after Mia and she's ten months. I've got to take my birth control pills when he's asleep or he tries to hide them from me (i.e. he takes the box outta the bathroom or my bag) so I end up skipping a day and we end up not doing it that night (then complaints follow). FML. I really don't want to be pregnant to him because of another medical reason. It's bad enough Mia's biological father treats me like crap. BAH. Isn't that a form of control?!