The Veterans Administration is giving the covid vaccine to my boyfriends caregiver, who does nothing but collect money, and who is also a felon about to go to jail and was never even in the military before I, a disabled female veteran gets it. I also wish to rant on the fact that my boyfriend is my fiduciary and I have to pay almost everything for, who also has a playlist on spotify with the name Angela on it ..right underneath that song is the song Just Along For The Ride. My name is not Angela and I want to pull my hair out. RAWR.
I accidentally fell in love with a Christian. But we can't date. It's not even that she doesn't want to, or she doesn't feel the same, it is that she loves her god more than she can love an atheist. I should feel resentful that she chooses the imaginary over what is definitely real but for some reason I can't bring myself to.
I seem to get more and more disappointed with the content taught in my courses every semester. I keep thinking to myself "oh next semester I will more skills relevant to getting a job in the industry and building a portfolio," but then they just aren't that. Like, im taking this 300 level illustration course. I would think we'd be learning all about mastering different techniques of drawing digitally for different industry positions. But nope, it's all about drawing in different traditional mediums to build a strong basis in shape, form, etc. Im not saying that stuff isn't important, but that should be things taught first year, not when im trying to get a job ffs. Im always doubting whether this was worth it, or if my time would better be used learning this stuff on my own.
Ugh I write too many nutso sexy freaky "lemme lick u up and down in your booty girl" songs and it's probably a sign I need to take it out on some poontang and not tune thangs. Or I'll end up with SEXY LP SONG # 13 until I can record in decent quality