thinking has become a way of self doubt and words dont come with ease when i try to say this some makeshift excuse on how to explain how i feel isnt really the best thing to offer as an explanation i dont know how to put this out to set pen or pencil to paper and make this work all to tell you how im feeling because honestly i dont know i just wish i felt anything but this anything else save how i do right now because my days arent moving anymore and i cant seem to breathe without you i'll wait through the hours that move at a minute's pace i'll hold out from under my rock for you to save me tell me you'll save me.