Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

I fucking hate people.

 

I say, the best of luck to you, Will. You're a great guy and deserve to be happy.

 

Thanks, Arlene and esaul17.

I think I scored some points with her today. I noticed she was wearing really bright colors so I nonchalantly told her she reminded me of Skittles, so I told her I was going to start calling her "Skittles." She said it was really cute and laughed and smiled.

 

So I barely see my girlfriend, maybe once a week. She works 4 days in a restaurant and has to baby-sit 1/2 days a week.

She says we dont see eachother enough and she said that it should be better if we should break up then stay together. The problem is, she chooses to work 4 days a week, and to babysit 1/2 days a week while she only have to work 3 days a week and doesnt need to babysit at all, she likes the kid. Anyway, I asked her if she could change it from 4 to 3 days, and not babysit at all so we can see each other more often. She wouldnt do it.

what the fuck?

 

Then apparently I think you should SWERVE!~! and break up with her. Apparently she wants to spend more time babysitting instead of being with you. The hell with her. There's better people out there for you, man.

 

I live with a suicidal sister that sometimes puts a knife up to me, and other family members. It's very stressful, currently she is in a mental fasility but I fear once she gets out I will just be stressed to my limits. Living with parents that take out everything on you because they can not deal with how someone else reacts is not a fun thing to go though. But owell.

 

Yeah but ive been with her for over 5 months, and to break up with her about babysitting.. Sounds pretty lame

I'll give it a week or 2. She has exams right now.

 

I agree. If she's not willing to compromise so the two of you can see each other, she's not worth it.

 

Didn't mean by that, you ass. I meant by the fact that she would rather spend more time doing other things instead of spending time with you. But I understand your choice. But remember...SWERVE!~!

God I love saying that.

 

I have no idea what the hell SWERVE!~! is, but okay

 

A twist no one sees coming...or does see coming. It's a wrestling thing.

 

I don't care what it is. It's fun to say. Here is my song

SWERVE!
SWERVE!
SWERVE!
SWERVE!(x9)

 

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Im going to talk with her in a week, a good conversation I hope. And we'll see it from there.

Thanks Will and.. Friskey I think Im bad with names.

 

Kevin...but meh, call me Friskey

 

Okay.. Kevin.

Ahh it feels like im already part of the gang! High five?

 

*sigh*

I hate feeling like this.

She said she didn't want to see me in person anymore for a while.

I don't know what's wrong with me. I mean...she pretty much asked if I liked her...it wasn't wrong to be honest...was it?

 

I hate being the Over Jealous Friend....she broke up with her boyfriend a couple weeks back and has said she Doesn't want to go back because he is so Flirtatious with other girls and other reasons..but yet Everytime i see her shes with him and i know because they were together for 2 years she says It'll Take time to get over him completely but...my god thats not helping being with him so much..even if she says he comes up to her. I still see Her laughing along with him at things.

i just spent the weekend with her which was great but now i feel like she doesn't feel the way about me that she tells me she does...gah oh well only time will tell

 

So she ended up in hospital. It was her fucking fault for taking whatever the hell they were, but I still can't help but feel sorry for her. *Sigh* as much as she lied to me and whatnot, she is still an awesome friend.

 

A rebel is you
And I want to say me too
But it's hard to rebel
When all I think about is you
I want you so bad
I feel it so deep
I can't stop thinking about you
And it's making me lose sleep

I broke up with my boyfriend when he started making threats against my friend (who happened to write the above lyrics about me), demanding that I break my lease to move in with him, and demanding that I stop talking to said friend. Since then, I've been getting threatening messages...most of which are too obscene to be posted here. Nate's been there for me the whole time, never once pressing his case--in other words, he's being the perfect gentleman.

It's been a couple of weeks. I think it's time I made my move. Watch out Nate, this is going to knock your socks off.

 

There's a good chance I will be disappearing for a while. Unless I can get 3 B's in my last three classes, I'm going to be expelled from college for two years.