Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

This is the happiest I've felt in months.

 

I feel really apperciated .



I loved that class.

 

Happy 21st birthday to Josh todayyy.

 

Well the brace didn't work, now we're gonna try therapy. if that doesn't work, then more surgery.

Lame.

 

My brain is gonna explode today
my hardest final day
spanish then Religion
i may not last lol

 

UGH!

 

Its official. I hate my father with a fucking passion. Our relationship has been strained for over 14 years, when he decided he didn't want his family anymore.

I posted a bit of this in RT 19, but it has continued since then. Long story short, he decided to not have christmas at his house this year, and is going on vacation with his whore wife, my brother and my sister in law instead.

I was stuck with the matter of telling this to my kids. They both have been asking me for a month now when we are going to see him, and how excited they are to have their second christmas at his house. Well I told my daughter today, and then had to spend an hour holding her while she cried.

I can't wait to tell him once and for all what a selfish bastard I think he is.

Merry Christmas.....

 

My best friend likes me and even after I've said no to him, he just doesn't get it.

 

So, yesterday was so much fun. We had a blast.

My friends asked me to play some guitar for them later last night, but I didn't. Now I kind of regret not doing so. Oh well.

 

When I am playing Blackjack and a self-centered asshole, who thinks he knows it all, tells me how I should be playing the game and sits right next to me I get so fucking annoyed. I know guys only do that because I'm a girl and they probably think I don't have enough intelligence to play. Well, guess what? I do and I win more than I lose. I finally had enough and told the guy that I can think for myself and that I know 100% what I am doing. I ended up winning $110 and he ended up losing all of his money by making stupid bets. Who knows what they are doing now? That's right.

 

Augh. Is it totally weird that I think my cousin (who is actually, like, a fourth or fifth cousin) is absolutely gorgeous, in a non-"hey you're my cousin so I have to say you look good" way? I had a sort of "crush" on her BEFORE I found out she was distantly related to me...but it hasn't really gone away. It's messed up.

 

Will: Is she the same one you once saw a picture of on Facebook then found out she was your cousin?

I, for one, think it's weird, but that's just me. I think it's up to you to decide what's weird and what isn't, really.

 

I need a drink, damn it.

 

I really can't take this anymore.

I finally found someone that's wants to be around me, to be with me, and it's taken away from me. Seriously, can a guy ever just catch a break?

 

Nahhh, I've had the same thing happen in the past.

Well, I thought she was amazing, though I didn't quite have a crush on here lol.

But nah, a good looking girl is a good looking girl, even if she is your fourth cousin.

 

My landlord is such a dumb-fuck...

The entire bathroom floor keeps flooding with water because the septic tank is clogged: all because he's too cheap to put a proper drain-field in the yard.

This is fucking disgusting. I hate this place. Kill me now.

 

Maybe you should lynch them.

 

I think a flogging will do.

 

'Let's Flog The Landlord' isn't a song.

 

I am wasting my life.