Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

God, my imune system must be, like, negative.

I'm surprised I can even joke about this, I'm actualy in agony right now...damn ear infections.

 

and to make my life worse, my fav team (the lakers) might not make the playoffs!!! yay for life being so awesome.



*dies*

 

to everybody.

Me? I keep getting grounded. Not so big a deal, I guess.

I dislike when people attempt to MAKE me take action.

What else?

Bad, bitchy Mali.

[edit!update] Da's being an ass. It's really very upsetting.

 

I was surprise the lakers didn't lose by 40 points.

god i hate smush parker and lamar odom.

 

So, we all have our reasons for listening to Linkin Park

 

they are the best

 

Well, I didn't break down crying yesterday or today.
At least it's a start.

 

yup, see? is not that bad!

 

Man, you know, whether you want to believe it or not, Linkin Park's "In the End" lyrics are basically spot on... *shakes head*

I try so fucking hard not to screw up at work, yet in the end, I'll still make the slightest mistake and get bitched at. I haven't haven't even been working for a whole month, and they seem to expect me to be perfect? Alright, sure. Just as soon as you quit bitching and let me fucking THINK of what I'm doing, instead of having "don't fuck up, or you're dead" running through my head at all times, then I'll miss the slightest little thing as I'm going through the order.

Perhaps pizza isn't my line of work. Perhaps I'm just ranting over something extremely stupid. Perhaps...

 

Thanks to the fucking reason of me breaking up with my boyfriend, I'm going with Akbar.



And I'm making Dark green and pink worked on shalwar kameez.

 

you know what? how about sort of making a japanese design on the kameez and stitching it sort of like a kimono?

@penor: ...perhaps you should stop thinking so much. i know it's easy to say. but don't let them get to you. and little things in life, make it a big deal and want from your heart to obtain it. then all these fickle people and their fickle thoughts will disappear. don't listen to them. they're just wasting your time. instead listen to something that's more precious... how about, yourself?

 

don't worry tomi, shit happens all the time if it doesn't work there then try and get another job.

 

And today makes three days without crying...

Doesn't mean I don't want too, but still, I've definitly felt worse.

@Tomi: Just don't let them get too you (thinking 'don't fuck up or your dead' will probably make you mroe likely to fuck up anyways). And try looking for another job if it's that bad.

 

I was going to wear a kimono but I can't "deviate from school rules".

 

Great, now my friend Marci moved away and I don't even know why and she's not answering her phone.

All my mother told me was that her family was having problems and that she was moving away to live with her sister and that she promised she wouldn't talk about why she moved.

Goddamnit.

 

school fucking sucks

@Lauren 3 days wooooooooooot wooooooooooot!

 

Yeah, it does.

I kind of can't wait until school is out for summer so I don't have to deal with teachers or homework or waking up early or anything, but once school is out for summer I won't be able to see any of my friends for 3 months.

 

yeah but you can always call them or talk to them online, isn not the same but it;s something.