Got Something You Want To Let Out?

I met a girl yesterday and we've known... um, of each other for a couple years now. I never talked to her because she's so far out of my league that it isn't even funny. Well, I told her that I was attracted to her in school and told her I never talked to her because I felt she was out of my league. She came back and told me that was bullshit and she basically told me it'd make her really happy if the two of us started talking. So I'm going to do that. She's by far the most beautiful girl I've ever been associated with.

 

I want to quit my study. My last year that is. School lets me pay for things I am not even doing. I would still have my diploma's of the first year then..which is nice for working on your own..maybe.

This year is just FULL of stress. I'm even itchy everywhere because of stupid stress.

 

Andrea: 1
Dad: 0

I blew up at my dad last night over things that I've held in for many years. It was so nice to finally get it out. I loved his face during all of my yelling too. Kind of like this: hmy:

Go me.

 

That's awesome! Good job. I'm sure he deserved it.



...Last time I really yelled at my dad, he almost hit me. =/

 

I could never yell at my dad, he scares the living daylights out of me

 

Like I said...if he does... :angry: :angry: :angry:

Grrr.......

 

My dad could beat the shit out of me, and scare me..



fucking, lift me up like nothing, and it doesnt look like he could.

 

Mine would never lay a finger on me, but damn, he's scary, you have to see it to believe it.

I think you need to fight back too.

 

There's a reason why my bones are still unbroken, and my internet still working

 

You guys don't think a 2 year difference is a big thing, do you? I'm dating this girl 2 years younger than me...and I'm not using her for sex or anything and I really really love her. We talked about sex and everything and we've both decided we're not doing that until marriage, but do you think that I should be dating her? She's the most amazing girl I've ever met...but for some reason I can't stop worrying about what other people might say. People have already started talking, and while I don't think it's a huge difference, other people seem to think the 2 year age difference is the biggest thing in the world. It's frustrating...and I love her so much. I'm not going to leave her or anything over it, but I want to know what you guys think.

 

i feel nothing again. i feel like i shouldn't be apart of anything. i miss angie once again...god damn her. i miss my friends. i miss the part of me that was still alive.

i'm nothing.

 

zakrisk- firstly, don't bother what other poeple say. if it's true that you love her then deaf you should be to what others have to say. period.

friskey-don't say you are nothing. i don't really know what you are facing or what your problems are. you are a nice person on LPA. you have to be better in real life. underestimating yourself or condeming yourself as such will take you no where. if you miss someone then have the dare upon yourself to call up that someone casually. if you are some place else and you are homesick, then saying that you miss someone and then calling yourself nothing because you are lonely won't help. MAKE NEW FRIENDS OUT WHEREVER YOU ARE. if you've had a row with someone, and it's still fresh then give yourself some time in front of the tube with some soda and burnt microwave popcorn.

 

Glad to hear it

 

oops sorry! wrong thread! you cna delete this....

 

I know what you feel like. I went through exactly the same thing when I moved, until recently. Get out there and attempt to live. Or get forced, kicking and screaming into the social world, like I was. I hope all goes well for you.

 

I dont know what to choose!!!

ARTS or SCIENCE

Bloody Hell!!!

 

Science pwns art (or more art pwns me). Personal preferance though.

 

I feel really confused. I was talking to my ex this morning on the way to school, and we were listening to my iPod when it gets to "Mr. Brightside" by The Killers. So I go "Whoa, I haven't listened to this song in a looooong time!" and then she says "I wonder why...". It's like now that she has a new boyfriend (Actually, she's been with him for a while now), she owns me. Lately I haven't even been able to be around her without feeling sick to my stomach a little. And yet I have no clue why, but sometimes I feel like I NEED her around. Could it be that I was so in love with her that I still am, but just don't know it? I don't want to love her. She lied to me so much that it makes me cringe. First, she lied about always flirting with other guys. Strike One. After I break up with her after figuring out she was cheating, she lies about that. Strike two. Finally, I feel terrible about breaking up with her and ask her to give me another chance, so what does she do? She goes out with her fucking ex without even giving me an answer. Strike. Fucking. Three.

And now I feel like I said before. What does this all mean?

 

That she is just trying to rub it in your face. Happened to me (and I believe it still is in a way) I would seriously just to try to stop all communications with her and let her lead her own damn life. She fucked it up for herself man, not you.

That, and if you get the chance (and you already haven't) punch the bf. Just for kicks.

 

WEll.... in prep i got a piece of coal at the school and started drawing on the ground everywhere.....................spent the whole vening washing it off