Got Something You Want To Let Out?

I have a boyfriend .. for the first time in my life.

 

:magic: lol

I'm happy for you :hugz:

 

:magic: lol

I'm happy for you :hugz: [/b][/quote]
Thanks

 

Is it really like that?

I wish I had my own board.

 

I thought you said 'I wish i had my own beard'

*runs away*



I think she's ignoring me.. hmm

 

Thank you

 

Sammie is Gay

 

well here's a nice try

 

Who wants to hear something sick and twisted?

Last night someone phoned me pretending to be sarahs aunt and said that they were at the hospital and shes confirmed not to make it through.So i cryed.A minute later the phone rings again and someone shuts out JUST KIDDING!!!!!!

Whoever the hell that was better not know me or else I will not be held responsable for my actions

 

Thats really fucking sick, Whoever done that needs their head stamped on, Like a bazillion times.

 

I want to meet him.

 

Party. Random Thoughts. Right now.

 

For anybody who cares...it's Lent today in the Catholic year. I have to give something up, which in this case is swearing, for 40 days and 40 nights. Wish me luck!

 

i'll join you in that because i need help restraining myself

also, for some strange reason, i feel... alone in this world

i feel as though no one is anywhere near me, even when interacting with my friends

it's a cold, desolate feeling, where my brain somehow goes inside of itself and shuts itself up

anyone know whats wrong with me?

 

man thats not even fucking funny. if i were you id be ready to kill someone. and sorry to hear about your girl friend, i cant imagine what you're going through.

 

I have a dilemma.


I have two friends who share one msn account, they live together. Usually it is Manzin that is on. I want to talk to Steven. Each time I start a convo with Manzin I ask if Steven is there, somewhere in the convo. It's happened quite a few times, that I ask him, and I know if it was me, I'd been annoyed. "Is Steven there?" all the time, you know... How do I ask for Steven without being an annoying prick?

 

im not sure what is wrong, all i know is that i have/do have the same feelings a lot.

i used to more, but they have stopped a bit.

all i can tell you is to surround urself w/ ppl that you love and that love you. make sure they are ppl that you can just be urself around, and hopefully have some of the same views towards humanity and such.

im not sure if that is much help, but that is what helped me.

good luck.

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on an even darker note:

Hellflame, im sooo sry. i would KILL whoever did that. i wouldnt even care if i was good friends. that is just unacceptable and incredibley mean. i cant believe someone would do that! GRRRRRR!! that makes me sooooooo mad! hell, i would do it for you if i were around there.

im so sorry you have to go through this. no one should have to go through a trauma of this intensity, and especially not be made fun of for it.

Grrrrr.....

im sry, but that makes me so mad.

good luck, hun. you need some good in ur life right now.

i hope everything works out for the best. :hugz:

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*grumble* stupid stupid ppl. grr.... :angry:

 

Are we still doing the confession thing? Cuase I want my turn...why? I dunno.. Just hope none of my friends reccomended to this site actually read...

1. Ever seen Room Raiders with the blacklight? do that to my sheets and they turn white.

2. Only 14, more embarassed to say, has gone all the way with the same girl for 8-9 months, repeatedly, then to say never kissed. (yes everything, every combination we can possibly make between our parts)

3. My friend actually skipped class to screw a chick he just met in the boy's bathroom. (had to shout that out)

4. Never touched anything drug-ish except permannent markers... for writing you freaks!

5. I play the computer 5-6 hours every school-day

6. Other then my first girlfriend, the only one i ever even kissed, yet the same one that i "mated" with, I have only dated 2 others, and dumped them both in under a week due to relationship issues caused by my girlfriend.

7. My mom walked in on me "pleasuring" my girlfriend by hand, and was totally oblivious! (shwew)

8. I've seen every dirty "program" on Hbo's and Cinemax's five times atleast

9. More then half my friends do pot

10. I've worn gothic clothes, southpole rapper clothes, abecrombie and fitch preppy clothes, and hot-topic rocker clothes. Lotsa phases my friends... And I actually played the part for majority of them, but i made a bad goth, i thought wrist-slitting was yucky...

 

I really didn't need to know the first 3 lol


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I have had the weirdest dreams last night, in one dream I was in some lab with another man and some terrorists came in, with guns and they told us to lay down, so we did. I heard gunshots in the hallway and I knew they killed someone and they would probably kill me too. So I saw a moment on wich they weren't watching and i ran out of the room and jumped over a fence and ran to the house next door where my neighbours lived. I walked into the room where they sat on the couch and my neighbour said to me: 'oh, you want to sing with us?' while holding a guitar. So we sang country and christian songs. It was horrible.
Not as horrible as my other dream, but I can't tell you that dream because it's just too horrible.

 

mabe he just drools a lot...