There's been times where I've had to digest a crap sandwich and made myself out to be a hypocrite. Just know that although it is a humbling experience, the situation will get better.
Thanks man ,I actually feel better nowadays and a lot more confident after keeping myself away from internet for a while because I actually got to do something although sometimes I feel like crap but that's normal I understand Only good thing about depression is It makes you REALLY appreciate the happy moments in your life no matter how few they are and It made me realize how short life is and how stupid I was for treating myself the way I shouldn't have because at the end of the day mostly everyone wouldn't care If something happened to me and all they could do is feel sorry for few minutes so why should I ? So I no longer care If I'm being judged by some people as an asshole or hypocrite as long as I'm happy and comfortable then I'm doing something right ..
Minus Human has to be the most underrated and overlooked Metallica song ever. A shame it never got a studio recording.
I've never experienced a loss of someone so close and felt this type of grief. It's all I think about now. I don't know to deal with it atm but I guess that's how you learn. It feels like someone took out a part of me that's been there since I was a child. That sounds dramatic. It's true though. I also feel a lot of shame and guilt, for some reason. I don't even want to do anything most of the time now. I'm somewhere else.
Why do I keep getting logged out of my account? Like I always manage to log in and access the forums, but when I close it (despite putting in the "stay logged in" option) I still get logged out.
Because I thought I could do all three subject's work on the last day I wrote and typed so much that my hand feels like it can never write again. I might as well start trying to be a right handed person now