Music helps in bad situations and I want there are two albums that I think can help. The new As It Is and Real Friends albums are about depression/mental health and if you are looking for music like that to help I would highly suggest checking them out. Don't be afraid to speak up about mental health
I feel like shit. I’m sick of being shy, I can’t keep a normal conversation with a person. I used to think this was just temporal and as I grow up I will be a more social person, well I was so wrong. If I stay this way for the rest of my life I highly doubt I will make new friends or maybe start a relationship. There is this girl that is always nice with me and it seems she likes me, but when we talk I get nervous and mess up the chat. I am so sad and depressed...
sometimes I wish I knew what I was doing wrong. not sure why I'm on the outside. it's getting pretty hard to enjoy myself.
Recording session for my final project got wrecked by time constraints and time-wasting today. This thing makes up half the marks in my year and it's slowly going to shit..
This holiday season has been extremely difficult for me. This is the first season that I won't even be able to call my dad to wish him a Merry Christmas. It doesn't help that I am in the middle of a bad divorce and won't be with someone who I thought would love me unconditionally, who I've spent time with every Christmas for the last 5 years. I know things will get better, but it is mentally straining and all I want to do is disappear for like a week to get my mind off of everything. I'm not saying anything self harm related, just a vacation from home and work to get away from it all.
Can't wait to move out and be my own person and not have overbearing family or bratty relatives in my life..
I was in a really shitty mood with that post cos I'd had a bad day, think it's more that I just don't feel like I fit in at home anymore more than "HISSS PARENTS SUCCCKKK!" I'm still finishing uni and getting myself in a stable place to move out.
I've spent most of a week I should've had off trying to get my university production dissertation to a stage where my tutor isn't going to be worried about my progress, literally minutes after walking in my door at home, I'm complained at for not doing chores when I've been spending my week trying not to fail uni and I need a minute to rest, can't win...
Overall, when mom passed away, I lived with my brother. When he passed away, I finally gotten a place on my own.
I have a situation where I consistently disassociate and feel like I'm not living in real life or everything is a dream/imagination. This started happening early this year. It's hard to explain. It feels like mind fog a little bit but worse.
The world is a bad place. People make assumptions about the way I live and choose to be. No one has the right answers. We’re all figuring this out. Is there a silver lining in continuing another day after being exhausted during this day? Do we do it for ourselves or because it’s expected of us? Whatever.