As a kid, I was a huge LP fan. Listened to them all the time. As I grew older the music my friends listened to started to take influence, and I didn't listen to any LP for a while. One year and 4 months ago my fiance hanged himself. I found him, tried to save him, but was too late. A few months later I rediscovered Linkin Park. Now struggling with my own severe depression and substance abuse among other things, these songs now have a way deeper meaning to me than I could have ever imagined. They are actually the only thing that brings some sort of comfort to me, and have almost a calming effect. I don't know if that's strange but it's true. Then about 6 months after the love of my life hangs himself, to learn Chester had done the same was just kind of a surreal feeling. After going years without LP, to listening to them every single day again, and then another unfathomable death occurs. The timing of it all was just really strange for me, and really hit home. I will always regret never attending a LP show. Watching videos, the charisma Chester brought to every one is just inspiring. And such a good person, too. I just pre ordered Mike Shinoda's new CD, and I really look forward to seeing what else he comes out with. Anyway, that's all. Thanks for reading.